Been thinking about it.
I need a new heart, this heart of stone that I have is so cold. Lord, please give me a new heart, a warm soft kind and loving heart, that beats like your heart beats and feel what your heart feels.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Movie night
Tonight we didn't have LG meeting as tomorrow we'll be having a church seminar. So we decided to rent a DVD and watch it at home, at Ruth's place. The title is "How to lose a guy in 10 days'.
Yeah, chick-flick.
Quite a nice movie. I've done similar thing in the past where I intentionally wanting to make a girl like me then ditch her, but I ended up liking her so much to the point where not hearing her voice 1 day made my day so miserable. LOL... yupe, that was me long time ago, pursuing happiness through a relationship, ahaha.... I thank God Jesus found me.
:)
Yeah, chick-flick.
Quite a nice movie. I've done similar thing in the past where I intentionally wanting to make a girl like me then ditch her, but I ended up liking her so much to the point where not hearing her voice 1 day made my day so miserable. LOL... yupe, that was me long time ago, pursuing happiness through a relationship, ahaha.... I thank God Jesus found me.
:)
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Sad news
Received an email from a friend saying that one of our friends diagnosed with another growing tumor. She previously had breast cancer. Undergone the treatment and chemo, but now discovered a tumor growing rapidly in her lung.
ah... I am so sad.
ah... I am so sad.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
growing in my giftings
I desire to have the gift of prophecy so I can help build God's body through the God's Word to equip, prepare, edify and encourage His church.
Hearing His voice is truly hard, especially to discern who should receive what when it comes to praying different people (in the case of praying for people who respond to altar call). 1 thing that I learn is that if I'm not sure, I don't say it.
It's interesting to note that when I received a word or a vision/picture for someone, it will be come clearer and clearer as I pray for the person or as I wait for a better vision or clearer word. Today I prayed for a friend and shared with her what I sensed God wanted to tell her, and praised God that she confirmed what I've shared by saying her heart desire and what she needs to do in the coming days.
ah... I want to be in tuned to God's voice, to the leading of Holy Spirit. To do that, I need to study His Word more and come to His presence so I can discern His voice better. Lord, help me to wake up earlier and so I can have a better devotional time with you.
:)
Hearing His voice is truly hard, especially to discern who should receive what when it comes to praying different people (in the case of praying for people who respond to altar call). 1 thing that I learn is that if I'm not sure, I don't say it.
It's interesting to note that when I received a word or a vision/picture for someone, it will be come clearer and clearer as I pray for the person or as I wait for a better vision or clearer word. Today I prayed for a friend and shared with her what I sensed God wanted to tell her, and praised God that she confirmed what I've shared by saying her heart desire and what she needs to do in the coming days.
ah... I want to be in tuned to God's voice, to the leading of Holy Spirit. To do that, I need to study His Word more and come to His presence so I can discern His voice better. Lord, help me to wake up earlier and so I can have a better devotional time with you.
:)
Friday, November 6, 2009
Awesome LG
Every friday night we have our weekly bible study meeting called Life-Group. I serve in this LG called Joseph 3 as one of the leaders (out of 3 and the only male leader).
Tonight was somewhat different as the group presented a gift to the 3 of us as a token of appreciation for what we've done for the group as leaders.
Personally, to me it was unnecessary and a bit too much. Frankly speaking I never expected them to appreciate us (at least me) for what we've done as leaders. They should appreciate God for letting us serve them as their leaders. But don't worry, I understand where they're coming from and what they're doing, ahaha....
Anyway, I was actually pretty shocked as I didn't expect them to do such thing and I silently (in my heart) thank God for allowing me to serve as one of their leaders. It's been not an easy ride so far as we actually don't have a real unit leader. But I truly thank God for letting me be part of their life thus far. Hence, it was such an awesome LG tonight.
ah... my prayer is for them to grow to be greater leader in the house of God. They said you only need 1 person to make a change, well I say, I need all the guys in my group to make a change to the world. 1 person is not enough, everyone must grow to be what God has designed them.
Tonight was somewhat different as the group presented a gift to the 3 of us as a token of appreciation for what we've done for the group as leaders.
Personally, to me it was unnecessary and a bit too much. Frankly speaking I never expected them to appreciate us (at least me) for what we've done as leaders. They should appreciate God for letting us serve them as their leaders. But don't worry, I understand where they're coming from and what they're doing, ahaha....
Anyway, I was actually pretty shocked as I didn't expect them to do such thing and I silently (in my heart) thank God for allowing me to serve as one of their leaders. It's been not an easy ride so far as we actually don't have a real unit leader. But I truly thank God for letting me be part of their life thus far. Hence, it was such an awesome LG tonight.
ah... my prayer is for them to grow to be greater leader in the house of God. They said you only need 1 person to make a change, well I say, I need all the guys in my group to make a change to the world. 1 person is not enough, everyone must grow to be what God has designed them.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
blind date
Tonight I was supposed to have blind date with a girl (from another church), but I managed to get my friend to come out as well, cause I'm not comfortable meeting up with a girl I don't know.
Anyway, turns out I've met the girl, just that I have bad memory about people's name. It was fun and the 3 of us talked about so many things, especially about our passion for God and His people. And here's the funny and interesting part. We ended the night with prayer, ahahha... and it's not just any prayer, I ended up prophesying over them. LOL
It's weird, ahahaha..... but yeah, ahahha... we prayed for one another and when it was my turn to pray, I just started prophesying over the 2 of them. I was really scared before I prayed because I don't wanna say the wrong thing and I did not know what to pray for. But it's pretty awesome as I got the confirmation after prayer from my friend when she said that one of her leaders said the same prayer some months ago about what God has in mind for her, the ministry she's gonna involve in. So I was like, cool.... So happy that God still uses me in that awkward moment of prayer, ahahha....
Anyway, turns out I've met the girl, just that I have bad memory about people's name. It was fun and the 3 of us talked about so many things, especially about our passion for God and His people. And here's the funny and interesting part. We ended the night with prayer, ahahha... and it's not just any prayer, I ended up prophesying over them. LOL
It's weird, ahahaha..... but yeah, ahahha... we prayed for one another and when it was my turn to pray, I just started prophesying over the 2 of them. I was really scared before I prayed because I don't wanna say the wrong thing and I did not know what to pray for. But it's pretty awesome as I got the confirmation after prayer from my friend when she said that one of her leaders said the same prayer some months ago about what God has in mind for her, the ministry she's gonna involve in. So I was like, cool.... So happy that God still uses me in that awkward moment of prayer, ahahha....
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